People tell me I’m “smart”, but I’m not emotionally capable of dealing with work, full of PEOPLE. And discriminatory people at that! πŸ˜ πŸ˜΅

The phrase “I’m struggling” is applicable. (Just as it has been all my life tbh) but I’ve heard family say it too often for the concept to be actively illustrated in my mind.

Life as a debt-infested graduate sucks. “Physics degrees are a good investment”, my fat autistic ass.

UBI would *actually* relieve a HUGE component of my stressors, but selfish, impulsive people are resource-grabby. Whatever.


Also I deactivated my facebook on the off chance / in the vain hope it might make me less critically depressed. If you Get Itβ„’ re: severe depression, then you know what I mean, here.

Too early to tell what the results will be, so who tf knows which habitual blue-light and dopamine-seeking activities I’m going to fill my time with, next. πŸ™ƒπŸ˜΅πŸ€”


Author: mxdozana

Autistic Physicist Artist AD(H)D'er. Person who lives in the UK. I am anxious, depressed, was dx'd OCD as a kid but who knows if I still meet the criteria now. I like anime and video games, as well as cats, Zelda, Elder Scrolls, science, neuroscience, math, linguistics, art, cats, music, and cats. ... Cats are my thing.

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